Finale 2

We can’t talk about papers until 24 hours after them, so instead of doing breaking this rule I’m going to save up all my posts on exams and release them on November 16 or so. I think I will have a lot to say.  Maybe I will even move to another blog – I like to do that when a season of Luke ends. ( Each season a different blog).

By the way, I must tell you the following.

In every stage of my life, I’ve felt – in one way or another – the guiding hand of God. I may not be as religious as I should be, and I’m trying to change that as much as I can. So here it goes.

I don’t know whether I’ll do well or badly, and I don’t know if I’ve worked enough these past few years. I would like to say I’ve tried my best, but I can’t shake the feeling that I’ve always been holding back a bit, slacking off when I should be working. I’m easily distracted and reasonably stubborn as well – a combi that definitely doesn’t work well together. So all I can do now is say that whatever grade I get – I don’t deserve it. If I do well, its solely because of God’s grace in my life and his influence.

Basically, it will be a miracle if I do as well as I hope I can.

Just like it was a miracle that I got into ACS (twice).

A miracle that I got into IB. ( and without crippling fees)

A miracle that I’m even able to talk about all this.

But, even I don’t do that well in terms of grade, I know its really in my best interest in the long run. I’ve made a lot of mistakes thus far in my life, and I probably will continue to make mistakes. I just hope that I can do enough right to serve the purpose that God has planned for me.

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